To Accept Rejection

I must learn the art of accepting rejection and not feel so useless, dejected after it..
afterall i have been rejected for the past 6 months...
i had numerous interview for the past 6 months but I don't know why people have not offered me...
am I that lousy afterall?
am I that useless afterall?
i begin to doubt myself..
never have i felt so underachieved..
never have i felt things cannot be achieved if we want it..
never have i felt so out of control~~
please please please... i beg you...
please please please... i wanna change job already!!!
please please please... i promise i will work damn hard and put all my commitments there..
please please please.. i beg you..