My Last War

i'm not very good at expressing myself,
that is y i keep quiet most of the time,
i understand ur problems and difficulties,
that is y i tried my best to be understanding,
but as years past,
it seem to be a bad habit,
taking advantage of me, forgetting my needs jus to satisfy others,

yeap~~ i promise,
i promise this would be my last fight,
i doubt i would have the energy to continue fighting anyways,
n i think i owe everybody around me some peace n quiet...
i know it sucks to give up so fast,
but i don see the point of fighting anymore when my messages isnt goin anywhere..
no point of talking, no point of discussing,
u n i are d same,
we make our decisions n we stick to it, no matter wat, neither of us are compromising,
hence, i promise u, this will be my last fight,

my last war with u to fight for wat i wan,
my last war with u in hopes u'll understand how i feel,
my last war with u to prove to me what i think n feel is wrong,
my last war with u to prove to me u still love me~~

mayb its because i've neva said anything before,
that is y u got shocked when i told u,
mayb its because i've been so quiet before n all the tension n emotions jus build up in me,
i tend to burts like a volcano errupting, that is y u got taken aback,
i've neva intended for anybody to get hurt,
i've neva intended to build up so much stress for everybody,
i've neva intended to make u cry,
i jus need u to understand,
how much i'm dying inside...
in order to stop feeling the pain, i need to either shut my heart, or leave the cause,
do not...
do not force me to leave...
for when i make a decision,
u know best i will stick to it,
for when i make a decision,
u know best there is no turning back..
thus, this will be my last fight with u,
my last fight for things i wan,
n your last chance to prove urselves...