I Want To Lie On a Beach

i don't know, i really don't know
i feel uncertain already
i feel as if my tummy is twirling, and i'm feeling sick
am i just afraid of moving any further?

maybe it's the tarot cards and the horoscopes,
maybe it's just moving too fast too soon, i'm still not use to it,
maybe it's just me, me being me, me being unconfident

i really superly duperly very deeply madly truly wants to lay on the beach and sleepppp